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Thursday, January 31, 2008

ohwells ; today was A NOISY DAY.
w claire & jo. HONGDONG. MAMANIM ! :D
sssqqquuuaawwwkkkkkk ....

VEROCK MY DEAREST ! PLEASE DO CHEER UP OKAY ?

wipe those tears away; ue have been crying non-stop for two days alrdy every minute.

): many many loveeeeees from me kay.

LOL. its FEBRUARY TMRR! SO FAST LAH ! wth.

o lvls is coming t town =/

sheryl; think before dropping ! jiayou jiayou.

crabbie ! all da best for chinese (:

ting .. erm .. ure rather good at most stuffs. (:

Verock ! do ure best w A SMILE KAY?

Jo jiayou for ure coursewrk !

& JIAYOU ME FOR EVERYTHING :D

lifeless; faceless beings.

dance day : D

lol . had lunch w jo ; sat w dage & lerler.
he was eating a VERY BIG ICEKACHANG MIXED W ICE JELLY.
& they baked pandan MUFFINS? (: see ah...

actually outside not bad right (: wait ...

the inside was like.. SUPER GREEN LAH. like those hi-lighter green.
but it's edible lah. & not bad. quite nice ((:

no inkling whats tmrr gg to be.
wishd we'd communicate better.
& wishd ue nvr got angry over the slightest things.

MY HMWRK IS PILING UP LIKE REALLY DAMN ALOT.

Aint gg t waste time blogging;
OFF TO MY TA !
& if ure free , search U MIN 11 in youtube.
Love their locking skills. :D
AWESOME.

& yah, bang bang tang can dance.

BUT SO CAN LUO ZHI XIANG ! [: ooooo yeah.

what's there that i can't see?

trusting myself to lead th way;

cos ure not always there.

Wednesday, January 30, 2008

LOL . wad her laang wrote on his calculator.
he & his gang nvr stops getting lamer & lamer each day.

Kenny & co: MING SHUANG ! jiao shuang.
=.="
WALAO, HEN SHUANG LEH.

obviously they did it t most of th class also. & EVERYONE IS BEGINNING TO DO IT!

!!! =.=" =.=" !!!
:D hahas. but w/o them ; th class will be damn boring.

went to find remi & co today.
slacked & slacked.
chris; dexter ; remi & a friend.
hahahahahah. remi couldnt stop singing w his awful voice.
kept laughing. free entertainment (:
headed home after that .

& DEAR ! YOU HAVEN REPLIED ME SINCE AFTERNOON ):
*sobs . lol.
wad happened?

ALICIA'S BDAE THAT DAY .
a lil late to post but; NVM [:

timcus; yiheng; ALICIA BADE GIRL :D ; me & JO !

me; jo; alicia; fioan; feng x2 ; timcus; yiheng. (: LOVE UE NIGHTLIFE PEEPS.

ting ah ting.
sorry i ignored ue in th lecture today lah (:
i talking to tessa mah. den i cant talk t two people at once right ?
:D anw. I LOVE YOU KAY ?
see you in sch tmrr [:

it's ure presence that i miss.

Tuesday, January 29, 2008

BACK FROM COUSIN'S BDAE !

HAPPY BELATED BDAE MING YI ! :D LOVE YOU LAH .

love tess gerritsen's books.
currently on BODY DOUBLE :D superb writing.
loves th way she narrates her story. gory & thrilling. :D

anw; DEAR ! sry for replying ure msges sooo late.
really lazy to reply & nvr check phone.
dear go learn bboy today :D hhah. must show me leh !
must be damn pro (:

ytd ytd 's photo. lazy to blog lah ):
CLAIRE CLAIRE ; HAVEN GIMME THE THUMBDRIVE.

happy bdae tessa ! ERM. belated. SOTONG :D

had lunch wid her today. (:
hahahahaahah. shld ask her to do th jiao bin face.
super funny lah! & super look like someone.
*prefers not to say; ltr hurt his feeling ): awwww.

:D hahaha. but really damn funny lah.

so bored in sch last few days.

&im starting not to do my hmwrk alrdy ! SHIT LAH.

mrs. SABRINA & ME. :D she keep saying that she's v ugly. OKAY WAD ! lol.

i have been eating alot lately.
HELP LAH. & the skinny people are slimming dwn.
& im nt . wth !

must start soon. &&&&&&&,

my cousin's gonna be acc me to study EVERYDAY AFTER SCH .
to prepare for my O LVLS. her parents say its A MUST.
GAAAHHHH ! ):

im so gonna dieeeee.
): btw cousin showed me a video which is DAMN HILARIOUS !
CHECK IT OUT.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GQIxtg-j5yI
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GQIxtg-j5yI
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GQIxtg-j5yI
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GQIxtg-j5yI

REALLY FUNNY. laugh until wanna die (:
takecare everyone !

im trying my best alrdy.

Monday, January 28, 2008

YO BITCH ! (:
Hey you MOTHER FUCKER .
You have no rights to say;
“ahyah, they take dance lessons one lah.”
JUST BECAUSE UE AINT UP TO OUR STANDARD.

WELL; ure jealousy shows.

I totally DESPISE & HATE those
DIRTY ASSES LIKE YOU;
Who look dwn on young dancers.
YOU DISGUST ME *PUKES*

For ure fucking information,
WE LEARNT EVERYTHING,
CHEOREOGRAPHED EVERYTHING;
BY OURSELVES.

OUR DANCEMOVES ARE DAMN IT ORIGINAL.
& it means we did it ;
WITHOUT ANY DANCE LESSONS/CLASSES/TRAINERS/
WHATEVER YOU CALL IT. & NO CHEOREOGRAPHER.
In case ure puny little brain can’t understand simple sentences.

SLUT; DON’T JUST USE URE FILTHY MOUTH ;
To pollute the air w ure dirty false words.
PROVE THAT URE BETTER; CMON !
& if ue cant,
Ue bloody well SHUT THE FUCK UP & GET LOST.

Disgusting Loser.
Take up my challenge;
IM SO READY FOR UE TO COME.
Cant wait to fuck ure smelly dancing pussy upside down.
MOTHER FUCKER, GET A LIFE.

Im on ; ARE YOU GAME?

*sorry for the coarse language;
I just cant stand people like this.
& I TOTALLY HATE IT.

Sunday, January 27, 2008

COUSIN'S COUSIN'S WEDDING :DD

Post stayover photos tmrr. (: claire’s not sending me today.

REPLY TO TAGGIES

Loser’s Friend: she's just a friend lah dey.
SHERR: thanks ! hahaas. We did have fun lah. Ure great too, im sure(:
Rodney: hahaa ; hey hey ! (: are the classes good there? Will let ya know if im interested alrights ?
Huii: see ue in sch! :D

12:thanks; ure adam right ? dunno; somehow ue type like him. & 12(:
Claire : yeahs ! (: coolio.

Im not done w much hw yet! I NEED MOTIVATION!
Watchd th Korean cd one after another just nw;
Kept crying; cos its so sad lah.
HUANG JINI.
(: LOL. I doubt anyone knows it.
& its nice lor. & now my eyes are swollen & im extremely tired out.
Gosh, I feel like baking cookies.

Dear; I love you.

Can you feel;
The sad yet beautiful season.

Saturday, January 26, 2008

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAREST MING HUI ! :D i love you !

& ure 21 alrdy ! [: w SO MANY GUYS LINING UP FOR YOU LAH.

so unfair (: enjoy ure bdae !

LOVELY COUSINS.

can you see who is taking all that weight ? (:

jiafen & me :D haha. bluffed her friends i was her sister;

cos we were wearing similar clothes; & i was named jialing. LOL.

& i do have a friend called jialing.

went out to meet darl ytd. couldnt watch th mist cos they needed my id. & i cant watch cos my bdae is in sept =.= "

WE WENT TO WATCH A DAMN INTERESTING SHOW CALLED CLOVERFIELD (:

its SO interesting you should go watch it. & the screen is SO NOT shaky man. &besides;have you seen a girl who had been pierced thru the heart & yet can still run after that ? (:

TOLD YOU CLOVERFIELD'S SO NICE AND TOTALLY NOT RETARTED. watch it.

what my darling gave me from langkaweeeeee [:

so sweet lah, he picked these from under the sea when he was snorkelling.

they're b-e-a-youuu-ti-ful :D

120108 .

&a pair of expensive thing which i havent opened.

think its perfume ; & i think it was damn ex?

saw this guy slping in the train.

he was slping so comfortably. felt like dropping something in that big hole.

STAYOVER AT SHERYL'S PLACE ~!

these photos are only from my phone; & i will upload those from claire's cam tmrr (:

LET THE PICTURES DO THE TALKING .

OH, BTW; A BIG HUG & KISS & THANKS TO CLAIRE & JOLENE;

WHO SURPRISED ME & SHERYL W THEIR WONDERFUL GIFT :D

SCARY RED IDENTICALS .

me & da ge in sch! [:

this video is wad we did there (: & we were given ten minutes to cheorograph a short dance for four songs which each other.

take a look. its interesting.

first song [whine up] - me & sheryl; later on jolene & claire came in.

second song[he said she said] sheryl & claire.

third song[ LOW flo rida] me & jolene

LAST SONG [ XIAO ZHU ONE !] (:

performed by all of us ! yay! :D

short dances only btw :D enjoy!

& WE WERE DANCING TO WHAT WE CAN REMEMBER. so ; aint that good.

but wad matters was we had fun !

C, thanks again . i hope i don't become too dependant on you.

& you seem so convincing yet artificial.

Thursday, January 24, 2008

it was the release of o lvls results today. our sch's highest was 7points.

SIHUI & TABITHA ! CHEER UP OKAY ? (: LOVE !

wipe those tears away ; CONTINUE TO JIAYOU!

& congrats to those who did well.

saw ming xuan & jin long; like super long didnt see them!

&many others like jon seow;

(who was like JUMPING AROUND COS HE MADE IT TO ITE.)

&pawan w his smart friend; &manymany lah.

after seeing th many happy or sad faces of th people;

im beginning to worry abt my own o lvls.

most of claire's friends did super well; like 9points & below.

& MY COUSIN GOT 9 POINTS TOO; minus away 4 points for cca& HCL;

SHE GOT 5 POINTS. like WHAT THE HELL ?!

monsterous peeps.

& DARLING ! :D ue did okay wad ; so DUN BE TOO DISAPPOINTED (:

FNN practical :D supposed to make fruit tart.
but we had extra dough. so junhe startd making a face with th extras.
pretty soon, yoketing & qh startd to make also.

WALAO LOR.
LEFT ME STIRRING THE NEVER EVER GOING TO THICKEN MILK & CUSTARD SAUCE.

the biscuits below tasted like the crusts of pineapple tarts.

its edible okay(: not bad right ! :D

MY SMILEY FACE COOKIE ; the other eye drop on th floor . )':

MMMMMMMMMMMMMM. so nice lor. (:

WHEN I HAD NOTHING TO DO IN THE PHYSICS LAB.
keep pressing th stopwatch to get special numbers.
BUT NOT BAD RIGHT ! can press until so many:D lol.

okayokay. quite lame lah.
but i almost got hypnotised counting oscilations . (dunno how to spell)
you know, like the weight hanging on the string gg LEFT RIGHT LEFT RIGHT LEFT RIGHT.

finally replaced my ezlink, which i lost for probably the 7th time.
NINETEEN BUCKS LAH. TIMES SEVEN.
$133 spent on making ezlinks. T.T

YAY! tmrr gg to stay at sheryl's house!
& we got one whole unit to ourselves :D wah.

& LIKE FINALLY IM GG TO SEE THAT JOEL TMRR.
(: x33333s.

btw; th video is th sound of jian jun's new name;
shld have posted it earlier; but i forgot=/
play to hear (: & the name starts at 0:05 :D

C , thanks for being there for me [:

could it be that cloudy mist up there?

Wednesday, January 23, 2008

A GIRL WHO CANT EVEN TIE HER OWN HAIR.

SCHOOL TIMES :D

our beloved ms ang or ms ng i forgot =/ but she's a great tcher !

much , MUCH BETTER than mr.pek.

& YAY MR PEK IS NO LONGER OUR HOUSE MASTER.

green house shall reign w/o that firm chicken butt man.

our chinese compo period. helping words all over the board.

THATS HONGQUAN BTW (:

our topic was a depressing or troubling secret ue have kept in ure heart for very long.

& jianjun suggested like : (IF YOU CAN READ HAN YU PIN YING)

you yi tian, wo kan dao ba ba he yi ge nu ren.

na ge nu ren bu shi ma ma,

ye bu shi gu gu,

ye bu shi li ah yi,

ye bu shi jie jie,

ye bu shi mei mei,

ye bu shi po po,

ye bu shi ah ma,

ye bu shi .... ( & the list goes on for like 300 more words & names);

ending:

zhong yu, wo fa xian yuan lai na ge nu ren shi MA MA !

=.=" !!!!!!!!! after that i didnt know wad to write alrdy.

JO; TING;CRABBIE;TESSA;ME :D loves x33

haha. tessa& dan dan's forfeit. (: at YOSHINOYA.

today nyp was CANCELLED ! & LIKE WTH. if i knew earlier; mayb can meet dear nor.
but sad lah. ass tchers @ nyp. ALL CORRUPTED .

went ovr to yoshinoya to eat @ 2plus; made A HELL LOT OF NOISE.
crabbie was a bit lost; so was jolene & ting.
tessa was a BABY MEHMEH. lmao.

(: claire&jo left first; walked w ting arnd NP; den went to sembawang to walk @ SP.
so boring lah.
northpoint & sunplaza are spore's most miserable shopping spots.
at least there got food to eat lah.

im afraid i will go crazy during the studying period for o lvls.
den i will be like some old mental person w super unkempt hair;
drawing lipstick ALL over my face & in those saggy PJs.
like those mental people i see on tv. MY GOD.
i cant picture myself in that scene.

i forgot wad's dear's surname. hmmm. tay ? teo? loh leowchanlimlee?
BUT I DO KNOW HIS CHINESE NAME :D
hahahaahahaha. okayokay.
i miss him lah. like havent meet yet !

i am the architect of my own happiness.

Tuesday, January 22, 2008

POOR JIANJUN. ): we gave him a new name today. * looks below.*

in case you can't see, its actually SRIMARIANAMAMAMUTHUSAVALINGAM S/O NEH NEH :D

hahahhs. crabbie came up with the SRIMARIANAMANA & i came up with the MUTHUSAVALINGAM part(: got the idea from deroy; & KENNY NG came up wid the S/O part . & neh neh was contributed by the rest of the class.

poor jian jun ): i think he was about to breakdown. SEE * LOOKS DOWN *

sorry lah ! :D but we were kidding; & ue gotta admit its funny right.
(: ue even recited the name ureself .

FIELD TRIP!
4D @ ARMY MUSEUM ! :D for once; i feel the class unity.

HELLLO mr. soldier :) FATALITY; TEE HEE ! :D

TO INFINITY & BEYOND !

me & claire & herlaang & alvin w.

( who BHB-LY put themselves in the pic :D )

in the "aeroplane". (: TESSA LOOKS SO BLUR.

ALL SEATED & READY TO GO [: hahah. i look kinda scary here.

freaking nice artifacts in the army museum .

its like. after that incident at my house ; i feel so awkward when people see me.
there are kids going like ,
" MUMMY MUMMY! DERE DERE ! ITS THE GIRL WHO WANNA DIE ONE ! "
feel like taping their mouths with all the scotchtape i can get my hands on.
& the adults keep giving me that " oh my god, its that mental girl, " look.

whats worse, the cleaner stares at me like i made her sweep extra.
cause they chopped dwn a tree for me, & she gotta sweep the smal bits.

arghs. things arent gg well at home either.
had a terrible quarell with my whole family ytd.
four people ended up in different parts of the house cooling down.
&that man (dad) switched all the lights off, claiming it was his electricity;
& WE CANNOT USE IT. like fine lah.
go ahead & sit in ure miserable world in one corner.

my IO just phoned my mum to bring me back to the station ;
TO GO IMH FOR HEALTH CHECKUP.
how bad can things get. luckily i went home late due to the sch field trip.
den he left the hq alrdy. I DUN WANNA GO IMH! IM NOT MENTAL !

when will things start getting better for me; im dying for a change in everything.

here i am, wandering aimlessly;
im left in a quagmire of difficulties.
I have no idea how my future is going to unfold.
its that immense hurt i feel.

Monday, January 21, 2008

there's a party on 26th @ BARCODE BTW :D
interested get tickets from me 90789547 (:
oh! btw. limited tix. 150 only. grab faster if ue want.

HAPPY BDAE ALICIA !!! :D

I LOVE YA GIRL!
hope ue enjoyed ure bdae.
the pretty bdae gal & her awesome cake.

OUR GROUP OF PEOPLE (: benney's missing ! HAHAHA.

JOLENE & ME (: x33s

me & YI HUNG? YI HENG ? (: LOL. he is damn funny lah.

me & the bdae girl !
doesnt she look so sweet !(:

she was moved to tears when we sang her song(:

me & FIOAN !

she's damn hot & prettaye i tell you :]]]]]

everyone's having fun! [:

alicia's friends were damn on lah!

& there was this guy who was dancing like siao . hahahs.

& i think her family are seriously DAMN UNITED & CLOSE LOR.

me & THE DEADLY CROSSES CURSED

((: hahaha. just kidding.

ME & TIMCUS aka CHARLIE (:

THIS GUY TOTALL LOOKS LIKE DAMIEN FOO ZY! ME & JO GOT A TOTAL SHOCK AFTER SEEING IT IN A MAGAZINE.

THIS IS WAD TING FOUND UNDER MY TABLE TODAY.

i drew the two people when i was sec 3 okay ! & ting & crabbie had to make fun of it when they saw it. & drew ALL OVER MY NICE PAPER with their filthy blue pen (: hahahs. BUT; I STILL LOVE CHANNING TATUM.

OHWELLS. nothing much happened in school today.
except i miss dear. & YAY ! he's coming back tOOOmooorr RROOOW !
&if ure BORED;

go see my 18th JAN post .
the stupidness of the people is sure to amuse you.

& TING! YOU NEVER SEND ME THE PHOTOS !

Apple Bottom Jeans
Boots with the fur
The whole club was lookin at her.

Sunday, January 20, 2008

gg for alicia's bdae ltr :D happy bdae girl!
& not forgetting to wish:
HAPPY BELATED BDAE TO JASPER(CCHY) & TESSA !

SCHOOL TIMES.

ewww . the brocoli.
victoria said if she permed her hair; she would look like a brocoli.
she was trying her best to keep the class vol dwn.
or rather, make the class listen to her.
she kept saying LISTEN LISTEN LISTEN . in like. 0.000001 decibels.
like anyone could hear.

SO, victoria drew this is smacked it on her face. with a brocoli tcher.

& she went on drawing on samuel's hand.
CAN YOU SEE MY BIG NAME (: hahahs. was bored mah.

STRAWBERRY MENTOS. (: tasted okay lah. the lime one was nicer. ;D

anyway, here's something random.(:

*melody plays. *

E is for emotional ; ruins everybody's day .
M is for miserable peeeeopleeee.
O is for on the DARK SIDE! cos we have some fresh cookies.
COOKIES ! :D *melody ends*

you shld seriously check out these jokers on youtube.
search for how to be a ninja.
how to be a gangster
how to be emo. follow the sequence; or there wont be any link :D
person who posted the videos is nigahiga.

dearrrrr . i miss you :D be back soon!
he's probably swimming w all the fishes.
enjoy ureself hor :DD

im just so tired these few days.

FATALITY;
TEE HEE !

Saturday, January 19, 2008

i hate kpo public people.
baby; i misss youuuu. & i know ue heard guy voices right.
& i made ue worry. i msged ue but, i don't think ue recieved it.
so i explain it here okay ? den ue can see. if not , i rather not post it here.

was supposed to meet baby to send him off.
den some stuffs cropped up at home. couldnt go.
so obviously i was damn sad lah. den when my brother came home,
he and that man (dad) was sooooo noisy i needed some peace.
i sat out on the window ledge & read my storybook.

like in 20mins or so, there was like a fire engine. ambulance & loads of police.
CALLD BY SOME KPO PUBLIC PERSON WHO SAW ME ON THE WINDOW LEDGE.
LIKE WTF ! they thought i was gg to commit suicide =.=''
FOR WAD SIA ! siao peh one lehs all of them,
den they like blow up the air matress below; cut down trees.
TO ME OBVIOUSLY I GOT A SHOCK CAN ?
& i didnt wanna go back into th house.
which sane person wld go inside ??? like SO many people & officers & equipment in th house.
i was so sure they were gg to take my hands & legs out.
after much persuading from th police i went back into th house.

FUCK.

lock up for ten hours at amk police headquarters there.
they arrested me for ATTEMPTING TO COMMIT SUICIDE #309.
met farah, a girl inside. caught for the same thing (: lol. so qiao.
&another 20yr+ lady who got arrested for stealing expired food =.=''
the lock up cell was damn small, all green & super cold.
luckily the policemen were rather cute&friendly, or i wld have DIED inside.
its a terrible feeling in the cell.
ue wldnt know th time or wads gg to happpen to ue.
& ure doing nothing inside. farah & i were just being mad the whole time. after taking statement. went back to cell. MY IO TOOK SO LONG LAH !

until like 2am plus, th lady officer handcuffed & LEG-CUFFED me & farah.
&we were brought to hospital to check up. & YOU KNOW WAD.
WE HAD TO GO TO IMH, to check our mental state of health.
luckily there was no time & we didnt go.
it was so damn paiseh for me & farah.
to see everyone in the hospital w our legs & hands cuffed.

luckily it wasnt boring, cos of a mad bangala who kept entertaining us.
also from the lock up there one .
he imitated several sissy actors, mrt trains, babies wailing.
which got all of us, including th officers laughing like mad.
obviously he was on drugs & he smelt like alcohol.
(: hahah. & THERE WAS A GUY CALLED JOEL CHAN .
who got locked up cos he broke into someone's house.
made me think of dear, but that joel also quite cute.
HAHAHAHAHAH. no lah. kidding.

after that, went back into the police van & kena lock up again all th way till 5plus.
then i got bailed out. T.T
didnt eat for like ten hours. & before i got locked up,
i didnt eat as well. can ue imagine how hungry i was.
& FUCK TH PERSON WHO CALLED POLICE.
HELLOOOO. CAN UE USE URE BRAIN OR SMTHG.
UE CALL POILICE & NOW I GOT TO BEAR THE CONSEQUENCES.
FUCK YOU UPSIDE DOWN LAH.

got to go back station on 2 feb . WAD DE FUCK, CASE ISNT CLOSED YET.
might get charged in court. well. stupidest thing ever ! ):

to everyone who was staring at me from below.
sry for scaring you people! (: hahas. i didnt want to do anything.
& now, im just gg to see whats gonna happen next.

&dear; ure missed.
tuesdays with morrie is a nice book.

Wednesday, January 16, 2008

whatever whatever. WKOGAY.
figure it out ureself.

LIKE WHATEVER.
life isnt a bed of roses; tell me ;&i'll let go.

my co-form sucks.
BROCOLI.
post photos tmrr.

at theng theng's house playing th karaoke thingy.
MY GOD HER HOUSE IS SO BIG & SO NICE.
so nicceeeeee :D two stories ; its a penthouse.
&she has another house at the other block.

see lah. she's scolding me liao lah. dun let me advertise her house /:
I LOVE LUO ZHI XIANG .

YOU KNOW WAD.
I DON CARE & I DON WANNA KNOW MORE.
probe further & i wont be bothered .

its that hatred from within;

tell me & i'll let go. i promise.

Tuesday, January 15, 2008

EROTIC CONTENT: not for underaged.