; because you were once MINE.

Listen verock; you gotta cheer up kay?
because w/o him, you can do better!
we both got t stop those tears from falling.

&i promised myself; this is gg t be th last time im missing you.

in the end; i couldnt bring myself t do it.

ohwells. we came up w our class tee design:)
&it will look good when its done.
many apologies t those who want t first one.
but it 's worth lah; cos th second one will be nicer.

somehow; i felt happy when ESPADA tagged :)
haha. but deep inside;im still sad.

i failed my maths, 18/45.
sighs. i hate maths & th memories it brings.
sry for all th ranting =/ makes me feel better.

& ure someone i felt different about.

i never knew why you were different.
well; you just are.

lol. was playing around w the photos.

in PE cause; i went for a run when i reached home.
i just ran & ran & ran. it felt good :)
fresh air & th smell of trees.
& im gg t do that everyday till i feel stress-free.

verock called just after i finished running.
as i said; you have to let go.
& you'll be able t cope by ureself.
i can't afford t see my bestie so sad kay?

anyone wants t go t stadium w me on sat?
im planning to run my life away:)

gg t watch deathnote w ting after the run:D

Anyway; goodbye Lydia.
i liked ure shows :D
w th billy bong bong.

Goodbye lydia.

Hahaha.

ure indeed one of a kind.
you detach so easily.
you make me feel ... unwanted.
&you make it sound so simple.

i let the last two teardrops roll down my cheeks;
& they splashed into the wilting petals of the dying rose.

Joel; i hope ure happy:)
Takecare. ilu.
farewell.