Today,
i went to send this dearest baby off for his enlistment.

Sighs, i've been feeling moodless the whole day. It's weird w/o him arnd, especially when i used to spend almost everyday with him. ):

Sent him there, had less den an hour tgthr. Me & his parents couldnt go with him to enlist, so we pretty much stayed in the hall and toured around the police academy the whole time from 8.30am-11am. I hate it, i was missing him so bad i almost teared. But, I can say it's much better den army, lol. SO MUCH CLEANER, Even cleaner den chalet -.- serious.

Alvin's dad was like " Wa, Club Med ah? "

And the best part is they have cleaners to sweep the floor and clean the toilets. LOL. Their lunch and dinner are like Chicken Chop with fries kinda thing. And big servings. Quite pampered in there i must say. But the training is still tough anyhow.
Who says police is slack huh! What the hell lor! Liars!

Tomorrow my baby is starting his training, it's gonna be hard, and i can't be there to give him massage for his aching muscles! ): Ohwell. He has to go through this, and he is counted blessed to be posted to police anyway.

The hardest part was goodbye. Was really trying my best to hold back tears. Cant cry infront of his parents, so weird. It was so sad okay!
He'll be gone from my life for 10 days, and after that 3 months with weekends off only, and after tht another 1yr plus before the whole thing ends.

My first year of poly and he's not with me ): Sad huh. Ohwells, my baby is probably botak now, but i still love him anyhow :) Kinda moody/sad/heartpain to see him go in to be tortured, & I really hope my baby does fine >.< I love you sweetheart, do know that i'll always be there by your side :)

Baby was very sweet. He gave me 14 letters for the two weeks he was away.
I was to read one per day. I gave him something similar + our photo in a metalic wallet size photoframe.


Today's letter :)

Love capsules :}
One each day also. Haha! My baby is so sweet.



@ Home Team Academy.
Cant take pictures of the compound :{

Our last photos before he goes botak and before he enters.
Can you see the sadness in our smiles? )':

Candid, and i can tell you dont wanna go in! ):


Haha, all enlistees have to tuck in.
Can you dont look so happy?! :O




Hmm. I really hope that everything goes well for you inside bee.
Pray for you every night kay? :}
I just received ure call, less den 15mins for meals?
What the hell man. -.- Omgzzzz i feel so heartpain!!
Cant even talk to you for 5mins...
And i know you don't like it there one bit! i hate it too! i can't even talk to you wth!
It's not jail but it feels like jail. /; Sighs. Thankgod you nvr kena anything today.
Pumping or wht shit. But when u told me you hated it there, my heart broke bee.
I want you to come back.

Baby, i reaaaaallllyyyyy miss you.

Shut the fuck up k spammers.
I slept @ 2.30 am and woke up @ 5.30 am.
Didnt clip hair and damn shag.
Didnt edit the pictures also, SO WHAT DO U EXPECT.
And im not feeling very happy now, sighs.


Tomorrow i'm going Bedok, to visit Bee's grandparents.
Sigh, i miss everything about him! }';
GOD PLEASE LET HIM HAVE FAVOUR AND MERCY EVERYWHERE HE GOES.
Lol, look at the bus sign. -.-
Bee, please faster come back please.