Insensitive, I'm sorry.

Im going to begin writing titles.
This is going to be a wordy post so don't bother reading, goodbye :)

What the fuck is wrong with me (?!) Sighs. & he didn't even raise his voice, didn't even sound angry. Why don't i start thinking for his feelings? Although it was minutes, but why did I do it! Why can't my brain be fast enough to tell me it's not right? Why after hanging up the phone THEN i realise what i've done. Yes, i feel like a total failure, i just screwed up everything. To think he didn't even scold me. I know i'm not like that, what happened today huh? Is it a must to accept a challenge? Can't i just stick to one genre and that's it? Damn. I don't want my passion to become my disaster. I'm not going to destroy my talent with my own hands, NO! After all the hard work i've put into this dream, i will not crush it. STICK TO ONE THING TMS. Focus, and you'll succeed. TMS, don't be overconfident, there are many others waaaay better than you. God guide me, i miss talking to you.

I have pictures, but will upload them in a separate post when i combine them all together :)
Btw, i have no school on Tuesday and Wednesday :} And i think my class CP Jaclyn rocks like totally. Also Business School won for the fifth consecutive year! And i sat under the scorching sun, sweating like a fucking pig -.- And i had a " i love business " tattoo on my face and now after i removed it, there's this frigging untanned ugly white patch! Ughs, nvrmd la, style ma :( We all cheered until my throat became a lil sore and after being under the sun for 2 hours?! Yep, i am currently red. YAY MAN CHEER -.- Freaking tired, gah ): Also after hearing a bout my subjects and passing grades and sup papers, i'm determined to score well, i wanna take CDS! ;D



Okay, i'm off. Tired and off to bed. Oh man, splitting headache.