Hey all :)
Sometimes, the biggest quarrels in life seem to destroy everything.
I was feeling like tht abt a couple of weeks ago.
I totally couldn't communicate properly with my boyfriend.
Every single sentence might highly end up with an argument.
We both could not stop the screaming, the angry words that were thrown around freely.
We were saying all this crap, to the person we claimed we loved.
This is not how sweet love should be, isn't it?
But never did i expect things to be so...... unexpected.Things that i never thought would happen, happened.
Well, it led us to a point where we both couldn't take it.
And then, it happened. We broke up.
Angry... hurt... tears and fatigue.
None of us were happy. It didn't benefit anyone.
As time passed and no one wanted to contact each other, i began to think alot.
Why can't this relationship be a happy one? When did i start dreading talking to him?
It isn't supposed to be this way, right?
And the few days before Saturday were.... HORRIBLE.We remained as friends.
Even AS FRIENDS, we would quarrel if we did talk..
Nothing could go into either's brains. Can't even talk nicely.
I was hurt. To me, there is not much hope in this friendship.
What's more, ever getting back into the relationship?
Yeah, i could dream. And think about those sweet days we had.
And those times, were just so perfect...... i wanted them back.
I wished.............
Surprisingly, after a long break (to me it's long :x) we could actually talk properly.Talk sense! :) And, we knew that we might actually just work out.
We both knew that each of us had faults. Everyone makes mistakes anyw.
'Acknowledge those faults, and don't repeat them' is easy to say.
But were we willing to give it a try? :D
.
.
On sunday, i went to picnic with him.
And........ everything just fell into place. :}
We learned to communicate better, and trust each other.
THIS TWO THINGS, COMMUNICATION & TRUST,
IS MOST IMPORTANT IN A RELATIONSHIP.
(Quoted from Brainless) AND IT'S VERY TRUE! Don't you think? :)
So here i am now, holding on to this rls one more time.
I believe every relationship if treasured, will not be lost that easily.
I'm sure this time it would be better.
Not for me, but for us both.
Happy 11th Month baby. :) I love you.
Thank you to all who cheered me up, tagboard, school....
W/o those words of encouragement i could have just emo-ed my way thru.. and never give a thought to this rls anymore. You people rock okay! :) \m/
Thankssssssss!!!!!!!
Had dance rehearsals today. Studied abit on T account, and to my surprise, i think i sorta got it alr! The debit and credit thing may still be a lil confusing, but i think i got the hang of it! :) Haha.Also, it's not fair cos there are other students who took POA! :) Haha. They're @ an advantage,
but nvrmd, good luck!! Jiayou for the test.................... that is coming oh so soon. :(
I need more time.
More time for so many things.
It really sucks to have 24 hours a day. I think i need 30 :(
REPLYS!!! :) 18 May 09, 20:48 -Okay. :) I hope he stops spamming rubbish. |
18 May 09, 18:59 cindy: be careful in school. esp in design school hehe loveable 'cutie'-Wht's wrong? I don't know you, and i didn't do anything wrong to you, and sometimes i just don't get what you're trying to get across to me. Im not here to find enemies OKAY. |
18 May 09, 18:17 someone: lols noob**** loser trying act beng... -.- so horny? go take buses and try doing ur mum lyk wad vin said, or u prefer ur grandma?-Haha, you can totally ignore tht guy. YESSS!!! You're so right, act beng only.. hahah! ^^ I think his great grandma^^ |
18 May 09, 15:52 Shuang: Jian yang* _|_ |
18 May 09, 15:51 Shuang: juan yang fcuking go away u wanna meet just give your damn number and don't sit behind the com act one big shot only . :) your mother chicken ah |
18 May 09, 11:28 Jaslin: haha. this can easily be settled by lodging a police report! :D-Yupp, i'm going to do tht for future spammers/ threats that go overboard. I don't care alrdy, i'm not even gna give notice :) |
18 May 09, 10:45 'vin- jianyang: you want settle outside I settle with you. I STEADY DERH. (: you think u are a bigger fcuk right? gimme ure number lorh, I call you. :D-Ignore himmmmmmmmmmm :) |
18 May 09, 06:18 JianYang: you think you big **** vin ? want settle outside si bo . lmao , i talk what i wnat , i want **** her ur prob ? i living well ****ing ur mom everyday . song bo-YEAH I THINK HE'S FUCKING BIGGER DEN U. Don't pose as others k? |
18 May 09, 00:00 Jason: Y ur blog gt so many spam, so u better be careful. Take care-Haha cos some people are just B-O-R-E-D. :) I don't think they really have bad intentions whatsoever lah. :) But sometimes quite irritating :X |
17 May 09, 23:10 'vin - jianyang: better scram off from here or I will take action by filing 299, if u even know what isit. (: cheers! |
17 May 09, 23:04 'vin - jianyang: hey dude, are u really jianyang from meridian sec? are u tired of living? that number u gave can't even get thru lei loser. please cum on ure mums boobs or ure mum's face kay?-Bee, it's just a poser, he doesn't have the balls to do anything other den tag behind his com screen -.- *hugs!* |
17 May 09, 22:13 dots.n.slashes: whoa.. y is that guy in ur pic haf black eyes? so cool-Haha, eugene he tattooed his eyes LOL. :X No lah, is like totally black contacts actually. like 50cent coin (size) |
17 May 09, 19:47 Random!: Because you said you dance hiphop. :D |
17 May 09, 19:47 Random!: Aye. I'm a daily blog reader of yours. Just wondering if you get into TPDE. (:-Thx for tagging^^ Nopes, i didnt get in!! ): Sad rightttt....... hais dun say alr..................... ): |
17 May 09, 14:36 Jianyang: pls post more picture, cuz i love your boobs and i want them real so bad |
17 May 09, 14:36 Jianyang: Do you know, i look at the bikini picture of yours below, and cum on it everytime it stands, although cleaning the com screen is bad, but the sensation too good , imagine cumming on realy body, too gd |
17 May 09, 14:33 Jianyang: or u can call me at 92990668 |
17 May 09, 14:33 Jianyang: add me @ njyang_92@hotmail.com if u wanna earn free $$$ , cuz i love ur boobs too much . any offers , i accept |
17 May 09, 14:30 JianYang(MeridianJC): your boobs , too good , can i pay you 500 bucks to lick them ?-Don't use ure friend's name to spam. IP can be sent to the police for your info. :) |
17 May 09, 11:01 Girl: hey girl, mind me asking you some qns? how you let go ur ex? I now having this difficulty of letting it go. )): I need someone to tell me how.-Hmmm. i think wht u need to do i get ureself occupied with something everyday.. letsay... dance? :) or sports? and go make new friends, GIRLFRIENDS, :) den you'll be able to pass time w/o thinking of him^^ And sometimes it'll hurt but when u completely forget, it's like you will feel nothing for him anymore :) Im not referring to Alvin, to my other ex-es ^^ |
16 May 09, 20:44 faizah: heyyyyyyyyyyyy! Hahaha. yes, junhe im her classmate ! :) HELLO !-Hahahaha! So small world ah! :) |
16 May 09, 00:40 RACHEL: oh gosh TMS, you replied everyone else's tag but not mine :((-i DIDNT???? I DIDNT :X Oopppps. i thought i did! :( What did u say? :X Your new number is it? I'll text u later! :) |
15 May 09, 23:55 Desiree: And omg, you put Nee Tat's name here! He confirm will google your blog down one la! hahahah. :) |
15 May 09, 23:54 Desiree: HIIIII MING SHUANG. :) hahaha.-HEELLLLOOO THANKS FOR URE MENTOSSSSSSS :) HAHAHHA. In lecture. AND I HOPE HE DOESNT GOOGLE ME LA LOL!! ;D |
15 May 09, 22:52 Passedby: If it's yours, it will be. You don't hav to do anything to get it back & it will. If not, it wasn't meant to be at all. Let fate decide alright sweet. You're a nice & pretty girl. Tkc lots (: |
15 May 09, 22:51 Passedby: Haha yes. Everything will be fine. Tho it took me bout 7-8 months? Haha not 'pulling' you down but, time will heal you. Just remember,-Thanks for ure taggg!! :) Appreciate those who really care :) 7-8 MONTHS? Wow! You must be damn strong! :x i dun have tht..... in me. :( i'll take forever to forget someone :x |
15 May 09, 22:14 Guest: But still , Let time heal th wounds for you babe . After tt , let fate and time take th path for you , Stay strong . I believe tt you can do it . So , SMILES (: |
15 May 09, 22:13 Guest: Hello , Just passing by yr blog currently and read up on yr posts . Cheerup dear (: I know its hard for you to let go now and you are going true and really hard too because im going through it now too-Thank you so muchhhh!! Tho i didnt reply cos i don't have the time but @ tht time when i read ure tag i was very much encouraged :) Thanks! ANyw, if ure still going thru it i wish u all the best okay! :) It's hard to let go, really. :) i couldnt, but we're back. So i hope you'll do just fine kk!! :D Jiayou!! |
15 May 09, 22:01 junhe: hey ming shuang is ure classmate faizah? -Yah.. HAHA! ;D Small small smallllll worldddddd.... :) |
15 May 09, 16:51 someone: at least she have guts and brain, the things that u don't-Omg power sia! Why didnt i think if tht... to shoot e oh please :) |
15 May 09, 15:54 andy: oo, i c.. ok stay strong and think postive den.. visit my blog often also eh.. hahahaha :)-Haha, okay.. but i don't exactly have time to bloghop. SCHOOL!! |
14 May 09, 22:54 LSH: Hey, just dropping by! Anyway, your classmate faizah is my primary school friend! HAHA, small world! :D &smile more! (:-Haha i know! Even junhe is her pri schl friend lah! ^^ SMILEEEES!! *WITH TEETH* |
14 May 09, 21:03 Meiling: Hey girl, do link me up! :D Stay strong alright. & ignore Oh Please w IT's infantile & moronic behavior.-Okay, will link you up soon!! ^^ Thanks babe :) Ya i'll ignore tht oh please! :) Haha. Lamer only..! |
14 May 09, 20:43 anony: Mingshuang, i think you just ignore OH PLEASE bah. Despite people telling him/her, she just dont seem to understand, and dont really deserve to be entertained. Just leave her alone!(:-Haha, YA LOR PRECISELY! ;D Haha. She/he's boring, the new one is jian yang ^^ |
14 May 09, 17:50 Jason: U r stronger den i though anyway tat gd 4 u. Past is jus the past, look ahead to the future.no matter wat at least u have it once. U have ur crazy girls around u, think positive ya.-Haha, yup, my crazy girls... are the best! You helped me too anyw! By like cheering me up with tags. :) |
14 May 09, 16:53 reader: really curious why you 2 broke omg... a pair matched from heaven lol! all the best anyway!-Maybe i'll share it one day yeah? :D Haha. Anyw, thankkkksss and we're back agnn!! :) |
14 May 09, 16:18 PB: hey :D anonymous reader lols. pity you guys broke up cause you btoh seemed so loving but all the best ;D stay strong kay :)-Haha, we're back!!!!! :) Thanks for ure encouragement anyw!! :) |
14 May 09, 13:18 OH Please: Ya I believe you have the guts. Guts and brains of a bimbo. All you other pathetic guys out there waiting your turn.... Lol I can only marvel at your hypocrisy and false sense of righteousness-Haha. You're boring. :( Pot calling the kettle black. |
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