Happy 18th birthday REBECCA THE LOUD AND CRAZY! :D
Love you bits bits! :}
Hope you liked what 1R03 got for you!

The dog's name is YOGGY! ;X Or smthg.. :)
Btw, it SNEEZED in Angel's mouth so it was fucking funny!

Headed to Marcus's house with 1RO3 today after school.
Some girls didnt come! Awwww! Missed you people lah! :(

Anyw, going there with 1R03 instead of heading home was kinda good cos i could take my mind off some things ):


Marcus's condo is super nice, pool got slide leh!
Played twister (which was freaking funny!) We didnt use the spin board, we decided the moves ourselves! Hohoho.
watched dvds, played with the dog! Spilled root beer all over his shiny marble floor by accident :x and Angel spilled it all over her shirt and sofa! Lol!


Thanks for letting 1R03 go over to chill!!
I'm sorry, kinda shocked them when i teared. Im sorry, i couldnt control it.
Holding back since this morning.
Didnt mean to be a spoiler >.<

1R03 is not a class :)
We're a clique of cool and lovable people!!! :)

Pretending to be happy cannot last for long.
I'll just wait... ....... ...... let nature take it's course.
If it repeats all the time as proven.. is there still a point?
But, deep inside, i can't let go. Though i know you hate me cos i was the one who verbally did.
But if trusting me as a friend would amount more than a girlfriend, i'd rather be your friend.
I'd rather be happy with you, i don't want us to end.
I treasured every minute. Thanks for the book you did. It was touching.
I can only say, ily.... waiting for your old self to be back... come back quick.
Cos i miss you.

I wanna thank all who have cheered me up :) Thanks, and i hope everyone treasures their other half as well.

Does anyone really know how i feel?

Ya, i'm always seen as the bad one.
Did anyone ever considered my feelings?
What i felt? The anger i controlled, the effort i put into building my trust for 7months but i still failed,
the hurt when i wanted to give a surprise but got suspected so many times i lost count,
the humiliation, not once but even over calls.
Didn't i forgive? Didn't i let go?
Not practicing what you preach?
How much more time and effort is needed before i can really see that trust is given back.
Communication is the key, what about angry outbursts? Profanities? Provoking?
Tried controlling nevertheless, both my mouth and my tears.
But my heart just won't stop aching.

Thanks to my friends for being with me.
I know i've been a bitch. But what have i gone through, does anyone know?
And, i apologize publicly, for being unreasonable and gl to you. You know who you are.

Fuck, i think i got food poisoning.

Eternal bliss?

Maybe each of us should just give each other more space.
I love you.

i'm feeling very lost. now.




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It's 11:26pm.
Not a single vibration.
for those who have not watched :

In my blood.

Forgiven. :)
Apology was done on 19th April.
So, posers think twice before you bloody hell take my pictures.
FYI, I will NEVER approve of anyone using my photos and claiming that it is them.
Basic common sense right? And pls, manners also.

Saw it on Joleen love's blog. AWESOME.

Mixed emotions.

Ahya, feeling so moodless ): I want everything to go back to how i wanted it. I saw our bliss, in front of my eyes. But why can't it happen in reality? I hate anger, and i'm vulnerable to it as well. But angry outbursts kills. I know i've not been perfect, but nobody is, right? Everything is not falling in place now. Clashes everywhere, even outings with dance lessons. Dance audits and lecture. Attitudes and all. I have so many mixed feelings in me. Anxious & heavyhearted, sad with an edge of happiness. I need loads of bucking up and encouragement i guess. I wish everything could go the right way. And ya, i need to revise my work. So i'll be off, mayb it can take my mind off certain things. ): Thanks to my friends who cheered me up, even when you people didnt know a thing. And QP i miss you guys. ):

Love story, is it ending cos i don't want it to end.

What if i faint.

HEHLOOOWWWW! yoyoyo im back man
LET ME GREET YOU IN JAPANESE!
toyotafujiyoshiBMW7seriesnigahigahondasuzuki! :}
HAHAH I LOVE NIGAHIGA'S VIDS :}

Okay, i'm back to blog! :} Anyw, school was awesomeeee~! Haha. Finished school around 4, and had to go buy books and all :D TP'S eating all my money from buying books! Anyw, headed to library to print notes, i must say we have a very good class rep, THE LIZARD MAN! Lol. Shayne lah. :) He really helps us with alot of things so 1R03'S grateful ! :D EH GOT SALES POINTS OKAY NOT BAD HOR :) Haha. Also i want to thank my sl doughlas for selling me the ra book! :) (Haha star awards speech)


While waiting for the notes to finish printing for AN HOUR++, (Lol, the whole class printed RA1 & CSA notes -.- ) we played some IQ games int the library.


Some like " How many angels falling from the sky" and you got to see how many times the person blinks for the answer. Anybody play before?!? :) And some idiot told me to LOOK AT HOW MANY TIMES THE NOSTRIL FLARES LAH WTF! And i srsly thought so and i was like looking and looking but the nostrils were not flaring leh. Geez.


Anyw i couldnt make it(!) for the wheelbarrow thing ): TP wanted to break the world record for the largest wheelbarrow race for 50m. Hope all you who went had fun for me! Haha!

Ferlycia has alrdy been transferred to BSG! ): Eh you bsg people better be nice to her ! :D HAHAHA OR 1R03 WILL KILL ALL OF YOU :} Hahaha, kidding lah. We all miss you ferl! ):


And really thank God for 1R03 :) We're sucha happening + bonded class! I only realised it after talking to some people and i realised that not every class is as hyper as us :( So yay! Let's appreciate each other more k? :) 1R03 rocks and will rock for life! :D Hope the class stays bonded as the years pass!

Also, hopefully i can meet up with my girls in TP soon! Seems like our timetables are all different. And, i've yet to try Design school food lah ): Biz Park's one is not bad, but still... everyone wants to try the legendary western food there in design lor. :)


Headed to cck after i left TP to meet baby! Had a small tiff, but we're fine now :) Couples will have arguements once in a while one right! :( Anyw i'm really missing him now . Without him, who's going to carry my heavy bag, massage my poor wrist, kiss me, pull me close and pats my head, joke with me, gossipppppp, and tell me he loves me! :) Hor bee? Lol. He doesnt like the word 'hor' btw, lol so dun try :) Jy jy for tmrw's NDP training! Hugs*

Reply to tags! :}
Madelyn: My class too! Haha, SP should be alright, tho i used to think it's damn boring lah! :}

Adelene: Haha, i've no time to upload! haha, i wanna put pink crown ^^ hehehe.

corrine: Oh! OMG, that course is damn good right?! Like trading kinda course :) WOW! And is it like.. mostly guys? haha! Wondering!

Andy: haha yupp tpde.. lol! damn effing scared ! :O

Jackomi: Haha, senior! So nice of you to come back to tp to help lah! Oh you googled it? so cool!

passery: Welcome! :)

Tessa: HAHA Be more civilised lah! Omg rmbr wednesday!! and rain and couple!! lol!!! and MRT!!!

Chante: MONDAY GIRL :D You've got me lah! :) cheer up! And soon you'll have ure tutorial grp, means friends! :D

Angel: HAHA, Yah lor, damn sad. Not like u all go arcade and waste $ LOL!! Anyw, see ya monday! :D hahaha!

Ferlycia: Nvrmd lah! ;D Haha! yooo 1r03 miss you nehxzxzxxz! :D Pictures uploaded alr tell me! :)

PrinceC: Ohhh okay :} Meet up le den tell me again kk!! :D

Hmm. Overall, i'm pretty tired+nervous+guilty(Cos i haven't revised OR done tutorial Qns :X )
And Monday's schlbooks CAN KILL ME LAH! FUCKING HEAVY! ):

Baby faster faster get your driving license I NEED YOU TO DRIVE ME HOME! ;} Haha!


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walao pearl just told me 500+ people signed up for TPDE!!!
I'm fainting!!!! DAMN EFFING NERVOUS! ): Help lah!!!!!!!!!
I swear my heartbeat is like 294484375937, really!
Anyw thanks for the encouragement pearl! *TIGHT HUG!*
AHHHH DYING DYING.... ): OMYGOSH!! HOWHOWHOWW?!?
WHAT IF I FAINT? OKAYOKAY IF I FAINT RIGHT, CAN SOMEONE JUST LIKE PULL ME UP, KICKE ME/SLAP/ TICKLE/PUNCH I WILL STILL DANCE PROMISE!! Haters! This is your chance to whack me k! I know u hope i faint but i dont want to faint! PLEASE JIAYOU ME ):

Aiyoo! Blogsongs are irritating! :}

My mother: CAN YOU GO SLP NOW?!
ME: 5 mins laa PROMISE *WIDE SMILE :)*

After 30 mins has passed by and she forgets, and i hop onto someone's blog and the music plays super loudly!!!
And like *smacks head + >.<*

2 secs later...

"CAN YOU OFF THE LAPTOP I TELL YOU TO SLEEP RIGHT!!!?!!"

Walao, okay lah, i also need to slp.
Nights everyone! Will reply tags tmrw! ^^
Tmrw wheelbarrow challenge, all go all go! ahahha.

Imy baby ):

One dance away.

Dance.

Cheer me on. I need jiayou-s! :}
Welcoming party later. :) Off to school!

It's my dream.

I really hope i can enter tpde.
I really hope i can enter tpde.
I really hope i can enter tpde.
I really hope i can enter tpde.

I really hope i can enter tpde.

Later, gotta head to school! :} CCA registration. *crosses fingers in anticipation*

Lessons start @ 3pm. Ends @ 5pm. 2 hours of school :} HADIHAHA.

I seriously want a pink camera!

I want a digital one though, preferably 10 mp :}

GO LOOK AT XIA XUE'S CAMERA!
So chioooooooooooo ):
Link: http://xiaxue.blogspot.com/2009/04/zhng-ed-camera.html

Anyway, i HAVE to go get tops from cotton on. Sales! :}
And.. OFF I GO! ;}

Reply to tags! :}

Jackomi: Haha, your legs were super sexy! Lol! And thanks for organizing the games for us!

Rodney: Lol, the whole class has heard it! And we have to like 'SHHHHH!' Hahahahha :}

ADELENE: I went to the webby but still abit blur! o; lol. Anywy, sure! And i've linked you up alr :)

Crystal: Haha, BORING AH! I hate accounting ): She maciam machine gun LMAO. SUP SUP OIE!!~~ See ya babe!

Andy: Haha, my boyfr's in police and he's botak too :) Must go through one lah! ^^ Lol.

Victoria: Trust me, she is SUPER CRAZY. Lol. i think that day their meeting made her damn stress LOL! Hahaha, having neat cchy uniforms is her forte :}

Reb: Hahah, im sure it did. :} LOL! And yea 1ro3 rocks! :} See ya later!

Tag replies! :)

Reply to tags! :}

PrinceC: Msn your head ah, lol! And what's with the brown cow LMAO?!?!? Haha, eeyer, i know you wanna go into the course cause got me right! Dont shy lah :} LOL.

Shancheng:D : Hanor, siao ting tong one. Really cannot stand this kind of people leh. Thanks! :} My one yr coming soon! ^^

Andy: Yah. The leaving part is always sad one luh ): Haha. 3 Years mah. May is very soon!

Corrine: Hey girl, thanks! :} You too, work hard in NP! :D What course are you in btw?

Passery: Hey it's microsoft word :} The one you use to type your compositions and all :)

Tessa: Haha, big is nice! :} Go enlarge your tagboard too!

Brandon: Haha YAH LOR! Must be some buangster. Wa really hate posers T.T *kicks them*

Eeming: Hello eeming! :} Yep see you arnd:) And yup, Microsoft word.

DoN: Haha, school's alright? Not bad i guess :) And yeah, wanted to try design school's food but very filled. ;/

passerby: Thank you! Will last long :)

Reader: Haha, not only pig ah. I think gorilla, kangaroo and dog also have ah. Lmao :) You takecare too!

A super long post.

Hello all bimbos and himbos! :D
Back to post a proper post! :}

Oh btw, this is nice!
Kinder Buneo WHITE :}
I hate chocolates, but i'm okay with white chocolates! @.@

RANDOM UPDATES FIRST! :}

Went back cchy to take cert! And she took picture with me as promised :}
Heehee! Lol.

My dm :D
She was like 'walao now i don't look nice but since i promised you i'll do it.' Lmao.
And there was like other photos where her hair was flying and she got really anxious and went like: " OH MY GOD YOU BETTER DELETE IT! DELETE IT DELETE IT! Take again! "

~

HAHAHA,
Lol the baby calling for Clarlynn is driving her nuts :}


After the I DUN OK she said BYE. lol!
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Okay, where the hell should i start.
Er, Business Orientation? :}

Dont want ah? Too bad its going first...lol.

Okay, to reach TP i got to take 3 freaking bus.

86, 168, 8/15/23. Grrrz.

BY THE WAY $10 FINISHES IN 2 DAYS IF I USE ADULT FARE.
So, i got my concession today! Freaking $103 T.T
$10, TO ACTIVATE THE DAMN CARD.

AND AGAIN SOMETHING STUPID HAPPENED ON THE BUS TO TP (168).

There was this ITE student, STANDING-SLEEPING behind me.

And like sleep sleep sleep like sleeping beauty like that den suddenly his head konked bloody hard against my head lah!! WTF damn painful know! Everybody looked at him, so this time, i'm not the paiseh one.^^ AHAHAH But when he konked my head right like got some hollow sound. Confirm is his head lor.

Nvrmd... FORGIVE AND FORGET. Lmao I sound like some saint.
(For another stupid bus incident, you can scroll to my APRIL 8 2009 post )

Reached TP, registered, headed to hall.
I was seated in the PINK balloons area!

Aahahh PINK YAY good luck :} But i hate balloons so like... dotzz. hahaha.

And i'm in 1RO3 WHICH TOTALLY ROCKS!
Hhahaha. damn noisy and bonded class YO! :D
The whole class went to chck out our ezlinks tghtr, books..! :D
And we were damn effing noisy on the bus, we took up like 20 seats! ;D

Had briefing... OOI-ING....
CHEERS CHEERS CHEERS... ;D
Look at all the freshies! :} Wee-o-weeeeet!

After that we headed to lecture theatre to play games.
Ice breakers and so on so forth :} Quite fun. And we had this GL called ZAIN THE VAIN who talks non-stop! :} Hahah, at least we were entertained. And our GLS Gayu and Siew Yin were like super sweet to write us small star cards after orientation :}
Tp rocks man! :D

That's eugene. scaring the two gls :D haha.

They had to blow the balloon until it bursts! :}

Girls won, AHAHAHHA ;D
After that headed to the field, we did the temasek school song, chicken dance... blaa.. hahaha! :}

Our damn cute mascots!
The bee had super sexy legs okay! :}





Look at my sticker at the end of the day ):

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Day two, there was dragon boating and all @ Bedok Reservoir.
Business school won! ;D
FIFTH CONSECUTIVE WIN OKAY!
Whoooo!! BIZ BIZ BIZ BIZ NESS... *CLAPCLAP* *CLAPCLAP*

Cheerleading performance, wakeboarding performance :}
AND I WAS SITTING UNDER THE SUN FOR 2 HOURS! #$^$%&^$

SEE HOW SUNBURNT I WAS! ;O
Can you see this box on my cheek? It was the business tattoo lah! ):

I took part in the mass dance competition, i dunno which school won but it was damn fun lah hahha! ;D And like we were mostly outta beat but we were still laughing and all hahah! it feels damn fun to be performing and like business school cheering for us!

We also danced to the JAI HO SONG (Slum dog millionaire )
Damn cute, haha.
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Other updates.

Kimberly! :D
I think she looks like erica right? Hahah, i think so lah.
Didnt manage to take pictures with other peeps! ):

SHERYL! :}


CRYSTAL! :D

Hahaha candid :}

Okay, overall BOC was not bad,
but yaaaaa.... everyone says FOC is nicer and like i didnt go and like -.-
OKAY SHUT UP BYEBYEEEEEXZXZ :}

Met baby on Sunday! :}
Chc in the morning,
and after that back to his house to slack and off to AMK HUB for NYNY :}
We didnt really celebrate our 10 month anniversary but who cares :}
We've got each other! :)

I made a lil something for him, simple laaaah.
BUT IT'S THE THOUGHT THAT COUNTS RIGHT! ;D

Jello! :} Strawberry-vanilla flavoured.

Added these....

and tah dah! :}
Yep the picture is in the jelly :)

After that headed to meet baby :}

Den.. NEW YORK NEW YORK!

BBQ Pork ribs here we comeeeee :P
This is the sex yo!
Freaking big serving and i finished it all, hahahaha!

Haha, this looks like those animals that were slaughtered and eaten by cavemen right.
Lol. -.-

Clam Chowder, not very nice. Don't really recommend.

Their desserts and breakfast(all day long!) looked damnnnn good.
But i swear you eat one plate of the BBQ PR you sure can't eat anything else ):
Wanted to have dessert! D: Too full.

After tht headed to food fair and bee bought for my family durian pancakes :}
Haha, i don't like EWWWW. :} But thanks bee!

And tht boyfr of mine bought for me pens, notebooks (from artbox! super nice :} ) and SOYJOY for me when he sent me to school on the first day :} Awww! Haha. So sweet right. And he secretly put like $50?!!? in my wallet again!!!! :O Im not spending it. Or else i think next week my wallet got dunno how much liao lah pls -.- *HUGS*

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First day:

We all met @ mushroom before heading to class! Bonded right! Love 1R03.
Lecture is BORING, hahaha! Dunno how rebecca sits through it. LMAO!
But i must reeaaaaallyyy study well, i wanna take CDS! ;D Haha!

If you see a bunch of people standing in the middle of nowhere and asking passerbys to help them take photo, it's 1R03.
CONFIRM CHOP. LOL.

Most of them headed to tamp1 after lesson, &i went to meet baby!
He went to buy his pull-up bar and LOL we tried fixing it to his door frame but still cannot.
Hahaha. I love you bee :} He's back in camp now.

Ohwells, i have no school today but i do have school tmrw.
@ 3pm! And it ends at 5pm? Bo liao right! Ohwells...
It's a good thing my lessons are not like 6 in the morning :}